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July 2, 2005 I’m Not Little Anymore

“I’m Not Little Anymore”

Why treat me the way you do
I’m not a little girl anymore
You prick me with thorns each day
That I’m ready to walk out of the door

I’m sick and tired of this bullshit
And you never believing me
I’m tired and ready to leave
But I love you so dearly

I dont know what I’d do without you
But you gotta stop treating me this way
You still think I’m your little daughter
But no one else sees it that way

You take matters into your own hands
But you always make things worse
I’m scared to what will happen next
when I go out in the world again

You never believe anything I say
Why do I bother with you anyway
You think everyone sees it like you
But sorry, you’re the only one seeing through

I’m ready to get up and leave
Never come back to this damn disease
It’s like a vortex that keeps sucking me in
That I don’t want to be held back again

You never let me out in the world
You try to keep me back
I’m like a caterpiller in a cocoon
But never fully develops through

So watch out because I’m taking charge
Of my life because it is my life
Don’t try to control me I dont want to hear this shit
And I don’t care if your going to flip

What will happen to me if you don’t see
When you wake one day without little me
I’ll be gone and far away, you’ll see
I’ll be dead, below seven feet

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July 2, 2005 Drinking and Driving Kills

“Drinking and Driving Kills”

Lonely girl
Sitting in her room
Crying so softly
Not knowing what to do

Angels around her
Try to bring her some hope
But this little girl cries more
Trying to cope

What happened you ask?
Everyone wants to know
A stranger drank and drove
His vision blurry so

He crashed dead on
With a car full of laughs
Their car blew up suddenly
From a spark that ignited the gas

The drunk looked at the blaze
With shock and despair
Nothing was left
Not even a hair

A few feet away
Lay the little girl’s body
She sat up and yelled
“Jesus why did this happen? I wasn’t naughty.”

Angels took her from the blaze
And placed her on the road
She was really young
And innocent so

No father, no mother
No brother or sister
Not even their dog
A retreiver called Blister

All this had happened
Because a wrong decision
When the man decided to drink and drive
So now he’s in prison

Where’s the little girl now?
And what does she do?
She writes poems like this one
With a message for you

“DRINKING AND DRIVING KILLS”

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July 2, 2005 A Lifetime

“A Lifetime”

You look at me
And I look at you
Before we can kiss
We must say I do

I can hear the bell’s ring
And so do the chimes
Two simple words were spoken
That last a lifetime

We buy a new house
And furnish the inside
We play like little children
And I ride a horse ride

A few years have past
And still I don’t conceive
You got disappointed
And said it was my seed

You burst out of the door
And left me in despair
You never came back
Why don’t you care?

I don’t hear from you since
Except you married a whore
Contracted some STD’S
And had gotten very poor

I feel sorry for you a bit
But not like before
You made your own decision
When you walked out that door

I married a lawyer
Who became a good father
I DID conceive
And gave him a daughter

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February 23, 2005 Link Effects

Credits:
Tutorial Learned From Jenny

Download hilight.htc.

Upload it to your main directory.

Your CSS code should look like this:

See in the code where it says filter:progid:dximagetransform.microsoft.
blinds (duration=1)? Well, where it says blinds (duration=1), replace that with whichever effect you like from below!

gradientwipe: Test
barn(sProperties): Test
zigzag(GridSizeX=5, GridSizeY=5): Test
zigzag: Test
randomdissolve: Test
blinds: Test
checkerboard: Test
iris: Test
pixelate: Test
radialwipe: Test
fade: Test
inset: Test
randombars: Test
slide: Test
spiral: Test
stretch: Test
strips: Test
wheel: Test

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February 23, 2005 Basic Html

Here I will teach your the basics of creating a website using html coding.

First off, you must know where to write your html coding. DO NOT write it in word programs such as Microsoft Word, Corel Word Perfect, etc. Use a program like notepad which is probably the best.

In order to start your page you need to start off with the following:

Now you need to enter your body or contents of your website. Put the following:

<body>

(Put your contents between the two)

</body>

You can put images or writing for your contents.

To insert an image:
<img src=”image name” width=”image width” height=”image height”>

example: <img src=”darkmispic.jpg” width=”100″ height=”120″>

To insert writing:
<font size=”the size you want your text to be” face=”What style of text you want”>your text here</font>

example: <font size=”3″ face=”verdana”>Hello and welcome to Darkmis29.</font>

You can also add text links or use images as a link. Do the following:

To insert text link:
<a href=”yourlink.html”>what you want your text link to say</a>

To insert image link:
<a href=”yourlink.html”><img src=”image name”></a>

To center images or text do the following:

You need to put <center> in front of your text or image and the close it by placing </center> at the end.

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March 16, 2004 Tips For Webdesigning

Tips For Webdesigning:

I’m glad you want to start up webdesigning.

I suggest start with www.geocities.com page builder for the basics adding images, moving things around, etc.

To actually learn the html coding part, I suggest going to http://lissaexplains.com/. This is by far the best resource to look through when you are at the beginner level. This site has all you need when learning to code. They even show come extra stuff you can add to your site.

Then start learning how to create the layouts in Adobe Photoshop or Paint Shop Pro. Think about what image you want, where you want the navigation and content section etc. After you have figured that out, then you add in special effects with brushes, patterns, etc.

Afterwards, you can add in some special effects on your page by looking through http://www.dynamicdrive.com/. There are some pretty cool things such as no right clicking, text travelling behind your mouse, etc.

Finally once you learned the majority, I would recommend you going to http://www.daydreamgraphics.com/. At this site there are many tutorials to help a webdesigner at the neutral and advanced levels. Here you can learn different types of coding such as .php instead of using .html.

Those are some of the greatest links I’ve listed to help you with your designing skills. It’s up to you to actually make them work in your benefit.

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February 23, 2004 Chmod Permissions

To change permissions for a file is easily done through the use of a ftp program. Just right click on the file you want to change permissions for, and click on Chmod from the list. Then set the settings to whichever permissions you want. Here’s the permissions:

Chmod 666: