…yes…imagine this…

You as a mother or father, caring for two precious children, and just going about your business at home when all of a sudden you have troopers at your door and one who happens to let himself in through the back door. Armed with social service workers, they take your children away and claim an emergency for their safety and challenge your parental abilities. By the way, the court order they provide is completely based on false accusations and lies.

Your kids are in state care and you barely have contact with them. Every minute passed without them by your side is so agonizing and the pain is unbearable to cope with. Not knowing what they’re eating, how they’re being cared for, or even just knowing that you’re not there to tuck them in at night.

You walk through the empty rooms in your home listening to the echoing memories of love, laughter, and sometimes tantrums. But ohhhhh, you long for those as well. To have your children in your arms again and hug and kiss them until you can’t let go.

It’s every parent’s worse nightmare.

That’s sadly what happened to Carolyn, a mother of two special needs boys. She’s getting her story out through her website at SaveMyBoys.com. Just click on the banner below to visit and give her your support.

Hopefully by spreading this news, her two young boys will be back in her custody in no time. I can’t imagine the pain and suffering she and her family must be going through. Keep them in your prayers as they will be in mine.

Yes…I’m making changes in my life. Nothing is set in motion yet cause I’m still thinking about it all, but I definitely know where I’m going to start off with. What would that be? Quitting my current job as a telephone sales representative.

I absolutely HATE it. I can’t stand it any longer and it’s just ticking me off way too much. The supervisors are asswipes, the hours are insanely stupid, and MANDATORY shifts for working on holidays like HALLOWEEN or CHRISTMAS – I DON’T THINK SO!! Enough is enough. I’m sick of it all and need a break.

I was hoping that it would last since it’s a good pay considering what you are doing, but it’s just to stressful and I dread going in each and everyday…and if you haven’t noticed all of my complaints on twitter, well, let’s just say there’s a lot.

So tomorrow…I’m thinking about telling one of the supervisors that I want to leave. Most people give two weeks notice and then they say you are expected to cover your shifts for the next two weeks. I don’t think so, sorry. I’m sick of it, what makes them think I’ll cover those shifts? No thank-you. I don’t really care if I leave there with a not so good rep. Honestly, I don’t really care. I’ve done it before, I’ll do it again.

When I hate something sooo much, there’s no stopping me and there’s no forcing me to do anything. I’ll take off and continue living my life the way I want to and not be a slave to any company.

I’ll go back to school & paid blogging if I have to. I have no problem. In fact, I’m already looking at school stuff to plan my next move. And the paid blogging? Well, that is just way too easy and I can handle that as well.

Then I’ll have no restrictions and can sleep in late and stay up all night doing what I want to do and not have to worry about going off to work early the following day. I hate that the most. I’d rather spend time with my family and do things at home, then deal with crummie customers ALL-DAY-LONG on the phones.

Get my drift? I’m sure we’ve all had a job like this one time or another. And it sucks…majorly. I’ve had a headache all day thinking about this stuff and what I’m going to do. I know my parents won’t approve it but I don’t care. I’m living my life the way I want to and some changes I think ARE necessary and FOR THE BETTER before I go off the deep end and completely lose it.

I know, I lack in updating. Blame it all on World of Warcraft. I can’t stop playing that online game. It’s so addicting but so much fun too. Yes…I’m now an official WOW dork.

Anyways, I’ve been suffering from this tooth ache for awhile now. People who follow me on twitter, probably heard me complain about it on numerous occasions. I chipped my tooth awhile back and didn’t get it fixed right away. Having that hole, seems to have caused some infection. Now I think I have a gum abscess which is not pretty at all.

And the pain……..OMGGGGGGGG…the pain. Words cannot describe it. I know I have to make a dentist appointment asap!! No waiting anymore. This abscess can cause a lot of bad stuff, not to mention the infection. If you do a search on what an abscess is, you’ll see it on people’s gums. It’s like a bubble that is filled with pus and needs to be drained.

The sad thing is, I’m currently not covered by any dental insurance. I was suppose to be covered after working six months at my job, yet I haven’t heard about anything yet. I’ll have to inquire about it the next time I go in for my shift.

I may need a root canal which can cost way too much $$$. Ranged from $350-$1000+ depending where you are. If it’s way too much for me to cover, I’ll probably end up getting my tooth pulled and the infection treated.

I can’t deal with this anymore. It hurts way too much and is swelling.