Man my fucken family relationships are crumbling to a certain degree. My younger sister who is only seventeen, seems to act like a fucken big shot. She’s a stupid arrogant little bitch who tries to get everything her way. I mean, we fight ALL THE TIME! I’m not talking about cat fights, it’s full fists in the face and guts kind of fights. It’s to the point where she’s just gone completely out of control! It’s like a Maury Povich episode, “Out of control teens”.

We got in a fist fight last night, over a bunch of different things ranging from her curfew, whereabouts, and example she’s giving my cousin who is currently living at our house due to some issues of her own. Then the fucken stupidest thing happens. My older sister and mother turn the tables when I’m trying to straighten this girl out since neither of them do anything besides yell or cry about it.

My older sister and mother start yelling, “Go downstairs. Nobody told you to come upstairs. This isn’t your problem.” WTF!!!! Not my problem?? Sorry I’m not just going to sit on my ass and let my YOUNGER sister yell and argue at our mom and put her into tears, and they have the fucken balls to tell me to basically get lost. WHATEVER!!

Like, what is this world coming to. Better yet, when is my family going to realize what’s important in life and how are you going to go about and achieve any goals you set for yourself. It really pissed me off though, they told me it’s not my problem…

Arrrgghhhh…some things just make me sooo angry that I just want to smash heads into the wall (and I’m a very passive person). I just don’t get it. It just really makes me sad and want to cry because of these sorts of things are happening in my family.